Marc Alan Di Martino

The Voidoids Play CBGB, Late ‘77

for Richard Hell


Punk’s Pindar sits apart, nursing his beer.
            Under the neon Tuborg sign, a troupe
of girls in ratty jeans and mutilated hair
 
just sit. They do not smile. They glare.
            Onstage, the singer Clark Kents into a rage
his adolescent fire still palpable
 
at 28. The drums keep clockwork time,
            guitars play touch-and-go, the bass thump-thumps
its rhythm out the door down Bleecker St.
 
The bar is hopping: bikers, execs, gangly teens
            with fake IDs straining to catch a glimpse
of the je ne sais quoi that’s made downtown 
 
excitable again. It’s a veritable who’s who 
            of denizens, tramps, vamps and Frankensteins.
Black eyeliner runs in rivulets down faces
 
besmirched with nihilistic coup d’etat
            politics of the self, music so voluminal
it fills their empty spaces, empty minds.
 
Half the people in this room tonight
            will crash before the ‘80s turn and disco
supplants this harried, brief euphoria
 
with coke-dust nebulae at Danceteria.
            These moments will survive in seedy songs 
and oral histories. Few will make it out
 
of this hole where even the bathroom sinks
            have hepatitis, become household gods.
The vocalist claws fingers to his chest
 
and tears a hole the size of Lexington,
            Kentucky. Track marks stud his forearms, spikes
his cranium. It was The 400 Blows
 
that gave him the idea‒that and Rimbaud.
            He already regrets it. Seasons in hell
have kept him coming up for air, choking
 
on all that adoration. Fans like flies
            pursue him through the East Village. He’s not
a Beatle, he explains, but a poet
 
his notebook is rock-and-roll. Imitate
            and be imitated
‒ Artaud wrote ‒ as you become
the caricature you yourself once laughed at
.
 
The songs are cum-filled fantasies of death,
            suicide, incest, otherworldly yet precise
in scope, executed as playful cabaret.
 
Verlaine’s ghost lurks inside his fevered brain.
            His spleen snaps back as fingers find the chord
white noise suffusing all like prophecy.  


Marc Alan Di Martino, a Pushcart-nominated poet, is the author of the collection Unburial (Kelsay Books, 2019). His work appears in Rattle, Baltimore Review, Palette Poetry, Rivet and many other journals and anthologies. His second collection, Still Life with City, is forthcoming from Pski's Porch in 2020. He lives in Italy.