Mariam Ahmed

We, As Poetry

   soft waves
            beneath
     my skin
 ripple like braille
 
who said
      words
            won’t stay
after ink
    fades? not piercing
 
or memorable, each line
            pulled
from my vein, the largest
    runs from the lower
 
half of me, back up into my heart.
            these words: goosebumps
they’re shadows, remnants
   of past lives
 
what hypocrite would
            I be, if I didn’t push them
   out of me? for you, always
                        for truth
 
 you are
            Sacred. every area
   we sit in, imprinted, with meaning
serious & inconsequential
 
one word etched into my
    arm connects us,
            a mirror image –
a mirage when time
 
fades into a new
     muse.
   if you cannot feel
            it now…
 
someday, you will.
            it will rise in you,
too, this appetite for
    expression
in a moment of
            joy, maybe
    or out of boredom in
the quiet of your bedroom
 breaking free: poetry
   even when pushed
down –
 cannot fall
                                    that’s why
                                                we gather here
                                         today, pulling letters
apart
like stalks
of corn, & consume them
   greedy, as if we know
            anything
 
or have a
            say in what
   lasts when our
organs decay
 
  but these scratches:
    this one — and the next—
 prevail, burned into
             space
 
read it, let it rise
            to your surface
   in unexpected
release
from hubris


Mariam Ahmed is a Californian poet who holds a Bachelor's degree in English with a minor in Sociology from UC Davis and a Master of Fine Arts degree in Creative Writing with an emphasis in Poetry from San Diego State University. As a Pakistani-born American raised in the Bay Area and Folsom, CA, Mariam is a first generation scholar and the first woman in her family to attend college. She is a certified Poet-Teacher with California Poets in the Schools, and her work has been published by many literary journals and presses, including Poetry International, The Los Angeles Review, The Elevation Review, Flint Hills Review, Progenitor Art and Literary Journal, Maintenant: A Journal of Contemporary Dada Art & Poetry, and elsewhere. In addition to writing and teaching, Mariam enjoys meditating and exploring beaches.