Stops
Cheek railed on a window, eyes
unable to endure the little
light of the bus,
the Korean man next to me slops spit
around his lips—Like I am the only one
who tolerates
this fucking sun, a fading star,
the way another passenger
touches me if he knows it is far
from his stop & wants to sit where sweat blooms.
To flicker: as if we didn’t already
imagine our lives like an old film reel
burning up before the end. This is wrong.
There is no movement into another, no
line scrawling forward, only
dimensions you know not dimensions,
actions, but not your actions, speech
but not your speech, movement, but not
real movement. I am
sweating as he stares at me.
He folds & unfolds
his map.
Please, stop. The breaks of the bus gorge
on their own wheezing. Someone gets off
or doesn’t.
Jesse DeLong works as Assistant Director of Creative Writing at Louisiana State University. His poetry book, The Amateur Scientist's Notebook, was published by Baobab Press. Other work has appeared in Colorado Review, Mid-American Review, American Letters and Commentary, Indiana Review, Painted Bride Quarterly, and Typo, as well as the anthologies Best New Poets 2011 and Feast: Poetry and Recipes for a Full Seating at Dinner. His chapbooks, Tearings, and Other Poems and Earthwards, were released by Curly Head Press.