crave
weak and irritable the self flickers time
is like a heaviness on your chest you crave
but each moment disappears
before you can hold it you yearn
for night to head off
into it to occupy a bed alone
Louise Wallace is the author of three collections of poetry published by Te Herenga Waka University Press, New Zealand, with her next book, THIS IS A STORY ABOUT YOUR MOTHER, forthcoming in May 2023. She is the founder and editor of Starling, an online journal for young New Zealand writers.