Nicolette Ratz

The Sun, A Surgeon 

I went to the clinic 
for chronic chattering 
inside my head 
and do you know what 
the surgeons found?
 
Moths.
Can you believe it? 
Moths. 
Lunar like the sun remembers 
to kiss the moon 
 
on the forehead 
before sleep 
every night.
And I remember 
the sun kissed me too
 
before caressing 
a parhelic circle 
across my forehead.
It opened after that. 
My head.
 
Can you believe it? 
And I remember 
the surprise was so great 
the polar vortex 
dropped its bottom 
 
all the way 
to the jungle.
Snow dusted 
every winged 
being 
 
until 
I heard 
their crystal 
beats 
like chimes.
 
But only 
I heard it.
That’s the problem.
But you’ve got 
to believe me.
 
The moths flew 
around the clinic 
with the surgeons 
chasing 
after them.
 
They forgot 
to sew me up 
but the sun came back 
for another kiss 
to suture.
 
The surgeons 
never caught the moths 
as they faded to ghosts 
like the moon 
encased in daylight. 


Nicolette Ratz (she/her) is a Wisconsin-based poet currently working at Summit Station, Greenland assisting polar science. Her poetry embraces surrealism and imagination while exploring human connection to land, community, and consciousness.