masculinity must be a form of insanity
if before i knew how to fuck i was fucked up fisting the holes in the wall with my small hand if the bible taught me how to fuck and pray as if they were the same thing if i am constantly in prayer if i once cried god’s name while i fucked and it’s the closest i ever came to prayer if i read the miracle of forgiveness but remembered thou shalt not tempt the lord thy god if the first time i fucked was as frustrating as a prayer if it still made me feel more like a man if cheating made me feel more like a man if i still feel like a virgin most days if i have never named anything man i would not also name threat if i am a threat dodging my mirror like a fist no i have never wanted this body it has always wanted so much from me i have never wanted any of its sorcery my body is a god that forces me to worship every night a god whose hunger licks my bones whiter than gag a god who blames me for its insatiability if my body doesn’t need to speak to be heard if it owns everything between my legs & lips if i somehow still refuse to leave
Milagro Moreno is a genderfluid trans femme scorpio raised in the southwest. Her favorite color is inside-of-a-mango yellow. She wants to see Megan, Thee Stallion and Zuli, La Duraca collaborate. In her free time, she practices Daoist Qi Gong and is training to be a b-girl. She would tell you more, but she don’t know you like that. Follow her @la.lenguita.afilada on IG.